i spend half of my summer days asleep. unless it's a sunday. the remaining time is divided among attending my sister's speech improvement class, watching television, blogging and blog-hopping, and playing dota. the last one turned into an addiction. but it brings me so much closer to my li'l bro and my cousins. it brings me so much joy. because behind it lies that longing to belong. right now, i don't really have people to talk to. i have friends here but we lost touch and i'm too stubborn to contact them. besides, the summer heat makes hanging out in our city less than ideal. i couldn't answer when one of them asked me why i didn't say when i got home. maybe i'll take my cousin's offer to eat out next week. i can't pour everything into blogs and games. i also ran out of books to escape into. i need to pray more. and sleep less.
the other blogs i visited seem so profound. i'm starting to wonder if i'm growing at all.
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:) well at least your blog sounds more profound than mine. And who cares about sounding profound? Well, actually I do sometimes, but blogging is not a measure of maturity. :) I mean, we wear masks in our daily encounters. Do we have to wear masks in our blogs just so we would sound mature? :) That's what I'd like to believe so that I'd not be hurt that my blog is not profound at all.
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