an isaac's downfall

we lost Eledehel to the dark side. he plans to return here. i desire otherwise. he is but a shell of his former self. the pedestal he fell from is too high for him to climb. i pretend to ignore his existence lest i unmask my anger and disappointment. he claims to have big dreams all of a sudden. with the help of his "new friend", of course. as if he never had those on his own. what did they do to you?! how did they transform you into a mindless jerk? i don't know how i will face you upon my return. you still have something of value under your care, something i need for survival. i need it back. pray i have forgiven you by then. that is, if you still remember how to.